petercui

I am not sure if what i wrote in my journals will do good or bad to me. but one thing i know is that what you see are all part of me, the good the bad, the ugly. I might be bringing too much personal life here, it could be a good or a bad thing. however this is all part of me, and i know that i'm growing stronger, learning, and experiencing different things and learn from it. I have my ugly moments. but i also have my wonderful moments too. how complicated. i wish i am more stable. but them it could be really boring, or better. Well more complications.

Anyway, 2009 have been wild. ups and downs, and extreme down and very high ups. life is full of wonders. God has been great to me always, and i appreciated him. I hope God is had a great year too, wish him a very happy holidays. also with my mom and dad, also you ( who have been bearing my terrible drama ). I know i have already wished you all a happy holiday. well i think this is is a little special.

At the end of 2008 i said that 2009 is going to be great, and while 2009 was happening i had some terrible moments, and lots of problems. Only until now i look back and i realise that 2009 was actually awesome, the journey might be toughen a bit, but  it was for a good cost and actually great. faith really wasn't easy to have. but i know it will always be with me.

So what's coming in 2010? I think is going to be truly Magnificent. And i am so sure that you will have a great 2010 is well with good health, good relationships, good communications (yes communication is very important), give loves and receive loves, help others and  be helped, share and care, accept and learn. and eat with out getting fat. so much so, 2010 is coming, and we got to and get ready for the ride, and see what God have installed for 2010.

Exciting? Yes!
Well if you are with me i am sure you won't get bored.

Have you seem this kind of games " You just been Hugged" going around? And they have rules and a judging system telling if you get a certain number of hugs back you have good or bad friends. Well what the hell. I mean what is the point. you just wanna tested it out how many friend you get? Tell you what, if you really wanna be my friend try talk to me via IM or email, and try to know me, if you wanna hug me give a real hug! REAL HUG! we say things we don't mean it. I know i have done it. I am sure you did it too.

So What about we go and play a little game and fuck people around like : "You just been FUCKED" game? I think we should have one of those too. Let's just fuck each other up. the more fuck got back the more you fucked up. Soon you and i will have lots of times to be sad about how many fucks we got back.

Hugs and Fucks

Ps: this journal is me speaking in general. I am not talking directly to anyone. And i think people is going to hate me soon. with mine angry christmas journals.  Well if that's what i am getting i can't run away from it.

What is Christmas? and Who the hell ( or fuck ) is santa?

The more i think about it the more i just doesn't work for me. Christmas have a full load of shitty and crappy lies. Why Santa? Why not your parents? Why not your friends? People fooling themselves, i guess people just love to live in the world with lies, Well if you look around you you can see lies are all around. TV is full of lies, People are telling lies.  When is the last time we had a truthful holiday. When is the last time you tell a lie?

Truth is the single most powerful thing, and i can be sure to you that 99.99% of the people on this planet hates truth, because they are afraid of it. and take them years to accept it. Is not just about Christmas, is about everything that you have lived for. Question yourself just once more what is the truth? Have I been living a truthful life in 2009?

Happy holidays and Merry Christmas to everything here in DeviantART.
Wish you all a joyful and blessed holiday, take a good care.

I gave it away my Macbook Pro 17" Core 2 Duo and i got myself a little 13" one. I have to say it's more then perfect. I'm so glad that the new owner of my Macbook Pro 17" is very happy with the condition of my Macbook Pro 17". And for me i love my new 13inch Macbook Pro. Wow i am out of words to express how much i like that little book. other then that, I am doing lots of cleaning and getting myself move over to a new place, well the new place is not as nice, but it's way cheaper and i got my friends there, so it is another wonderful thing to me. I am happy to live with someone who know me and cares about things.

Alright so and so, I am enjoying the holiday.
I hope you are too.
Take care and wish you and your families a Magnificent Holiday.